I have a boyfriend, we’ve been together almost 3 years now and everything is great. He has a group of best friends that eventually became my best friends also. It was great. We were all really close. His number one best friend.. we’ll call him Nate. Him and I were like 2 peas in a pod, he also became my number one best friend. It got to the point where he started catching feelings for me. And he told me about it, but it was on and off. I never had feelings for him so I thought his would just die down. Eventually his dark side coming out. While I’m sleeping in bed with my boyfriend, I feel him starting to touch me. At first I thought I was dreaming, but it kept happening day after day after day until he kissed me and put his hands in my pants while I’m passed out. But I felt all of it. I confronted him about it and at first he denied it. All of it. Said that I was crazy. But he finally owned up to it. I want to tell my boyfriend but I don’t want to ruin their friendship. They’ve been best friends forever and I don’t want to ruin that. But i see Nate on a daily basis and am left alone with him all the time and I scared and I can’t even tell my boyfriend what’s going on. I’m just so lost