Recently, I realized that I was a huge problem in my relationship that had ended, even though we weren’t done until I fucked up majorly. I realized I have anger issues and suicidal thoughts that drove the woman I want to marry away from me, and I know we’re great for each other. I tried to win her back today, I went to therapy, and I returned to Church. I’m confused, depressed, and all I want is for her to enter my life forever, but she’s hesitant.

How do I convince her to give me one more chance?