So. Within my complex friendship groups I may or May not have let slip about being completely in love with a girl, who is my best friends cousin and other friends sister. Now everyone including her knows about me. and believe it or not my social reputation isn’t the best nor do I have the motivation to say anything to her. I really am trying to make myself a better person for her but I really don’t think this will work. I feel like a deer in the headlights.
Lord save my soul.