I’ve been dating this girl on and off for 3 years. Either I break up or she breaks up and we get back together after sometime. But each time we get back together, we feel like somethings missing. There’s no spark, I never felt butterflies like my other relationships but I’d definitely give my kidney if she needed it. I’m scared of breaking up this last time and if I do breakup idk how long it’ll last before we get back together and I’m scared I’ll never find someone who understands me like her again. It’ll break her heart but I’m unhappy. Help 😭