I Don’t Understand What’s Happening
I went through my day as I usually do. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary.
And then she walked in.
The moment my eyes met hers it felt like the entire world hushed, and it was just her and I. I felt drawn to her. We had a short conversation, but that was enough for the butterflies to appear in my stomach.
During the next few days, I found myself dreaming of her each night.
Holding her hand.
Just sitting around, hanging out, watching a movie, laughing with each other.
I’ve been trying to shrug the thoughts of her off, but I just can’t seem to. She’s been embedded in my brain from the moment I saw her. I’ve been getting that longing feeling. That feeling where I want to be right next to her at all times.
While scrolling through pictures of her, I found myself crying.
I wasn’t sure why. I’m still not sure why.
It’s all just so confusing.
I have a crazy theory about all these strange occurrences. Could this girl possibly be my soulmate? Do soulmates even exist?
The most confusing thing out of all of this is– I’m a girl.
I’ve never really explored my sexual orientation, so I can’t say whether I am straight, gay, bi, or anything else.
But this girl is definitely making me question my entire existence, and I just can’t understand why.